May 30, 2009
April 1, 2009
Hello I'm boooredd!
The weather is so nice outside but I'm unfortunately stuck indoors with this buddy of mines. Dude, homie has been playin' video games on his laptop for like hella days now! haha I wish I could go to the beach right now, that sounds fantastic, right?! mmhmm.. so, today I woke up accordingly to my late sched, afterwards just chilled with the homie, then off to Jollibee w/ Aprilhannah to catch up and of course, grub! Too bad I couldn't even finish my mini meal, hoooow sad =( This small apetite thing is killin' me. But yeah.. I'm in need of getting my nails filled, I don't want money tips anymoree! haha. They're too ghetto for me? lol. ANYWAY, I'm super bored with it. Time for a roadtrip with the homie. Laaaaate.. well, for now!
Peace&Love,
Mish.
Peace&Love,
Mish.
March 31, 2009
GOOD THINGS.
I'm going to put this blog to good use, its been heaven and hell these past few days. Love rollercoasster I sweeear. So now I'm finally home, and yet I feel empty? Yes, I am single now.. I have to say this break up is yet to hit me, I like him a lot, yet I understand that we just don't click. Time really tells all. I just wish he would understand, but maybe its fate. Because when I was sad over him, a good friend was by my side. Its weird because I never thought this friend of all people would be there and make me happy again. Yet this was also the person that made me cold-hearted, and sadder than ever. I wanna cherish this friendship, but I know that good things don't last forever. With him, I know I can't fall again, its just a cutty buddy thing. But it hurts knowing that he's talking to a different girl 24/7 when i'm around him. I know I put up a front, but I do that for a reason. Deep inside somewhere I'm hoping that we can rekindle what we've had, but at the same time I don't know if thats what I would want. I find myself pushing him away at certain times, and when that happens I wish I hadn't done that. But honestly, its like deja vu.. I only wish he knew. We have a bond that can't be compared to anyone else. He's the only guy that I've met thats kept me on my toes, even though its been a couple years. Can you believe that? He keeps me going sometimes. And I can sit there and talk, talk, and talk, and I know he acts as if he's not paying attention, but only he understands. I know this is a friendship that I don't wanna lose. I just hope that my feelings won't screw this over for me. I just wanna be next to him, and I know that he likes being next to me. I guess if we're really meant to be, then it will happen, right? But one things for sure, I'll still love him regardless if the world hates me for being with him, because to me its worth it. He's worth it. We're worth it. But for now, I'm just totally confused. I just want someone to tell me whats right, and what I should do. I wanna stop contemplating everything. please. HELP ME!
Yikes, what an emotional entry. 'Til next time..
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
Yikes, what an emotional entry. 'Til next time..
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
March 29, 2009
Whaaat a week!
Okay let's recap this week,shall we?
Tuesday, woke up to my darling boyfriend coming home from the gym! Spend ALL day with him, best day of the week yet. I'm such a brat, he laaaavess it though. :) Then I ended up getting dropped off, spent the rest of the evening with Aprilhannah at BJ's then to Brah-yanyan's for KJ's surprise birthday celebration for round 2, and continuation of Bestee's birthday, 'cept the fact that he was hella sickypoo and stayed in bed most of the evening. Got random calls from random friends, and chilled with em, then off to bed with Aprilhannah. This was quite the evening.
Wednesday, stayed in bed a majority of the day, 'cause I slept in pretty late.oops! all bad on my part. So the fave cuz, Kevin came home! So of course, time to party with him. Kevin had an EXCLUSIVE bbq, even though uninviteds came in to crash, but whatev's. Lucky for them my cuz was drunk. So this is the third thirsty night of the week.Round 3 with the girls, and more! Ended up at my house, after Jen dropped me off. But I was lucky to get surprised by my lovely boyfriend, so I headed there for the night! Thanks baby, for always swooping me late at night.
Yes, I can cook & grill bbq.
Thursday, my do what I want, when I want day. Presales all day baby. Oh and tanning and shopping with pfbaby<3. Ended up selling 30-ish presales. But whatevs all that mattered was that I got to spend the night with the mains, fivesome, and more.yess! I love em all. Round 4 at Club NV! Very nice venue, pretty crackn' also. Even though I was super stressed with it. Everyone kept hitting me up for all the wrong reasons. IDK, I do not feel the need to explain. Anyway! I ended up getting dropped off by bff Dbo, & momma Melissask3.
Happy birthday Sharon!
Bestee's 19th birthday..
My birthday last year..
Friday, most indecisive day ever. Chilled with pf for a majority of the day. Did errands like swoooping kryss, car wash, gas, food, oil change, etc. All the way 'til Mandy got off work, so I could take em to the HAND party featuring Hung's 20th, for round 5. I was supposed to go to sushi and karaoke with my pageant fam, but I ended up staying 'cause the jungle juice was crackn' and we were having so much fun. Minus the immaturity of some, but it was hella fun still. 'cept when the cops came! Then the girls & I stayed to chill, and watch em play beer pong. I tried, and I almost got it. I was super exciteddd=) ahaha. Then off to *boyfriends for the night.
Saturday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTEE, BRIAN! major hangover day=/ Ew. Went all around the bay with gf for doc appt, Lynn's thing, &then back to my house so I could make her some homemade pho.mmm=) Then off to davis to get some special stuff. The rest of the night was for bestee's birthday bash at the Jungle for round 6! Ooooouuu what a night,yikes! Girls night for sure. Ended the night by getting dropped off my homie.
Sunday, is today obviously. round 7? Noo way.. haha Just chill & relax all day. Pretty weather outside. the day is yet to be lived, gett att chaa later.
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
Monday, had a chill ass day with gf Jenella even though she was super super super late, like always. But its okay, we have the same problem, issues with time management. yikes!! That needs to change ASAP. Went to Geary's BBQ shindig and bumped into long lost friends from high school. I miss them, good times, good times. Anywhoo, we started partying there then left to get some Wingstop, meanwhile listening to some wild guys sing along to Wingstop's background music. Headed off to Eddy's, for bestee's birthday week celebration with a few of industries finest and my faves. Believe it or not we went to Eddy's twice. And ended at the boyfriends house for the night!
Macbook fun with Connie.
Tuesday, woke up to my darling boyfriend coming home from the gym! Spend ALL day with him, best day of the week yet. I'm such a brat, he laaaavess it though. :) Then I ended up getting dropped off, spent the rest of the evening with Aprilhannah at BJ's then to Brah-yanyan's for KJ's surprise birthday celebration for round 2, and continuation of Bestee's birthday, 'cept the fact that he was hella sickypoo and stayed in bed most of the evening. Got random calls from random friends, and chilled with em, then off to bed with Aprilhannah. This was quite the evening.
Wednesday, stayed in bed a majority of the day, 'cause I slept in pretty late.oops! all bad on my part. So the fave cuz, Kevin came home! So of course, time to party with him. Kevin had an EXCLUSIVE bbq, even though uninviteds came in to crash, but whatev's. Lucky for them my cuz was drunk. So this is the third thirsty night of the week.Round 3 with the girls, and more! Ended up at my house, after Jen dropped me off. But I was lucky to get surprised by my lovely boyfriend, so I headed there for the night! Thanks baby, for always swooping me late at night.
Yes, I can cook & grill bbq.
Thursday, my do what I want, when I want day. Presales all day baby. Oh and tanning and shopping with pfbaby<3. Ended up selling 30-ish presales. But whatevs all that mattered was that I got to spend the night with the mains, fivesome, and more.yess! I love em all. Round 4 at Club NV! Very nice venue, pretty crackn' also. Even though I was super stressed with it. Everyone kept hitting me up for all the wrong reasons. IDK, I do not feel the need to explain. Anyway! I ended up getting dropped off by bff Dbo, & momma Melissask3.
Happy birthday Sharon!
Bestee's 19th birthday..
My birthday last year..
Friday, most indecisive day ever. Chilled with pf for a majority of the day. Did errands like swoooping kryss, car wash, gas, food, oil change, etc. All the way 'til Mandy got off work, so I could take em to the HAND party featuring Hung's 20th, for round 5. I was supposed to go to sushi and karaoke with my pageant fam, but I ended up staying 'cause the jungle juice was crackn' and we were having so much fun. Minus the immaturity of some, but it was hella fun still. 'cept when the cops came! Then the girls & I stayed to chill, and watch em play beer pong. I tried, and I almost got it. I was super exciteddd=) ahaha. Then off to *boyfriends for the night.
Saturday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTEE, BRIAN! major hangover day=/ Ew. Went all around the bay with gf for doc appt, Lynn's thing, &then back to my house so I could make her some homemade pho.mmm=) Then off to davis to get some special stuff. The rest of the night was for bestee's birthday bash at the Jungle for round 6! Ooooouuu what a night,yikes! Girls night for sure. Ended the night by getting dropped off my homie.
Sunday, is today obviously. round 7? Noo way.. haha Just chill & relax all day. Pretty weather outside. the day is yet to be lived, gett att chaa later.
What a spring break.a break to remember!
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
March 25, 2009
Hello Wednesday..
Goodmorning and almost afternoon everyone!
So, now that I know there are creepy people who like to read my blog, I'm putting it on a minimal. There's things just better left unsaid, or in this case unwritten. ANYWAYYY! I was suppose to have jury duty today but I guess it said that I don't have to come in and that I've completed jury duty for the year, so that sounds pretty fab. snaps for me! So yestaurday, I got suhhwooped my MINES at 3am-ish, and we slept the whole day away, or actually I meant me, I woke up at 10am-ish, to his lovely self getting home from the gym. Aww, baby likes to look goood! So then we went to blockbuster and rented some dvds for me while he does his work load, and what not. Afterwards, we went $hooopping, my fave<3 and then dinner, then he dropped me off at my house.aw. thanks baby! Anywhoo, I did some errands, then went to the ghetto mall aka Southland, haha and hung out with Appy. We had dinner plans with Tiff, but she changed her mind, so me & appy just went to BJ's got cute cocktails, ate pasta, with some yummy ass garlic bread along with a scrumptious pazookiiieee =). Then off to Brah-yan's I went to hang with every one for KJ's Birthday! SURPRISEEE!! haha then off to my house for the night. Goodnighty with April! Whaaat a day, now its actually Thurrsdaay, and I basically slept the day away. More blogs coming soon. Oh & stalker! Get a lifeeeee!
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
So, now that I know there are creepy people who like to read my blog, I'm putting it on a minimal. There's things just better left unsaid, or in this case unwritten. ANYWAYYY! I was suppose to have jury duty today but I guess it said that I don't have to come in and that I've completed jury duty for the year, so that sounds pretty fab. snaps for me! So yestaurday, I got suhhwooped my MINES at 3am-ish, and we slept the whole day away, or actually I meant me, I woke up at 10am-ish, to his lovely self getting home from the gym. Aww, baby likes to look goood! So then we went to blockbuster and rented some dvds for me while he does his work load, and what not. Afterwards, we went $hooopping, my fave<3 and then dinner, then he dropped me off at my house.aw. thanks baby! Anywhoo, I did some errands, then went to the ghetto mall aka Southland, haha and hung out with Appy. We had dinner plans with Tiff, but she changed her mind, so me & appy just went to BJ's got cute cocktails, ate pasta, with some yummy ass garlic bread along with a scrumptious pazookiiieee =). Then off to Brah-yan's I went to hang with every one for KJ's Birthday! SURPRISEEE!! haha then off to my house for the night. Goodnighty with April! Whaaat a day, now its actually Thurrsdaay, and I basically slept the day away. More blogs coming soon. Oh & stalker! Get a lifeeeee!
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
March 23, 2009
Hello SPRING BREAK con't!
Hello blog,
I'm back. So this weekend was honestly a love rollercoaster. I really needed to deeply think about EVERYTHING! I thought everything was okay and on the right track, esp. with my love life, but a lot of things from the past came back into my mind again. After I had a talk with gf, Jenella. I realized how much I missed my ex, and how I missed how things used to be. I'm not gonna lie, I still care and love him ever so much. But we're done for a reason. Our relationship was not worth it. It was too fucked up to function. I just need to learn to let go of the past, and be happy with the present. But its sooo harrrddd! I'm not going to lie I put up a front towards everyone 'cept my gf. 'Cause she knows... I know that its hard to accept everything, sometimes I think what if this, or what if that, something that could happen to mend h&m. But truth is he loves someone else, and I'm starting to fall for someone else. But its so hard to let my new boo in when my heart is occupied. But MISH, has to focus and face reality. Time to move on!!! I know I have to keep saying that, until it happens. I can't dwell with the past, because there will never be another h&m ='(. I hope these are my last tears for him. I've been reading our past few conversations since the break-up and I can finally cry it ALLL out! But at the same time I really need to fix my new relationship, I can't let the past fuck this up for me. He's a keeper, and I've never been treated so well, and yet I don't cherish it. FML! My boyfriend treats me like a queen, like a goddess. He is someone that I can marry one day, someone who will take care of me. I guess its about time that I get with someone who loves me more than I love them, rather than being with someone who I love, more than he loves me. From this point on, I can not talk about the past, but I gotta treat the present like the past. I have to put my boyfriend first, and put my all in this relationship, I don't want to lose him. So this goes to my past, I love and always will love you somewhere, but goodbye to us! Best wishes to you. I can no longer see pictures of the past, or dwell on all the memories we've had. GOODBYE! Hello, boyfriend, I'm yours. All yours. period! Anyway, that's all I have to say. Goodnighty Bloog!
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
I'm back. So this weekend was honestly a love rollercoaster. I really needed to deeply think about EVERYTHING! I thought everything was okay and on the right track, esp. with my love life, but a lot of things from the past came back into my mind again. After I had a talk with gf, Jenella. I realized how much I missed my ex, and how I missed how things used to be. I'm not gonna lie, I still care and love him ever so much. But we're done for a reason. Our relationship was not worth it. It was too fucked up to function. I just need to learn to let go of the past, and be happy with the present. But its sooo harrrddd! I'm not going to lie I put up a front towards everyone 'cept my gf. 'Cause she knows... I know that its hard to accept everything, sometimes I think what if this, or what if that, something that could happen to mend h&m. But truth is he loves someone else, and I'm starting to fall for someone else. But its so hard to let my new boo in when my heart is occupied. But MISH, has to focus and face reality. Time to move on!!! I know I have to keep saying that, until it happens. I can't dwell with the past, because there will never be another h&m ='(. I hope these are my last tears for him. I've been reading our past few conversations since the break-up and I can finally cry it ALLL out! But at the same time I really need to fix my new relationship, I can't let the past fuck this up for me. He's a keeper, and I've never been treated so well, and yet I don't cherish it. FML! My boyfriend treats me like a queen, like a goddess. He is someone that I can marry one day, someone who will take care of me. I guess its about time that I get with someone who loves me more than I love them, rather than being with someone who I love, more than he loves me. From this point on, I can not talk about the past, but I gotta treat the present like the past. I have to put my boyfriend first, and put my all in this relationship, I don't want to lose him. So this goes to my past, I love and always will love you somewhere, but goodbye to us! Best wishes to you. I can no longer see pictures of the past, or dwell on all the memories we've had. GOODBYE! Hello, boyfriend, I'm yours. All yours. period! Anyway, that's all I have to say. Goodnighty Bloog!
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
March 19, 2009
Hello SPRING BREAK!
Hello blog,
It's been awhile since I've posted a new blog. here goes.. So there's been a lot of kawawa - ness going on with me lately, I've been sad over two boys in my life. The past and the present. Well, maybe we could say the present is the past also. Anywhoo, It was my ex's birthday this past weekend, special birthday shoutoout to you. you know who you are! i love you, and always will. But to be honest, I do miss him, and there are moments that.. you know what I can't do this right now. I'll have to continue later..
It's been awhile since I've posted a new blog. here goes.. So there's been a lot of kawawa - ness going on with me lately, I've been sad over two boys in my life. The past and the present. Well, maybe we could say the present is the past also. Anywhoo, It was my ex's birthday this past weekend, special birthday shoutoout to you. you know who you are! i love you, and always will. But to be honest, I do miss him, and there are moments that.. you know what I can't do this right now. I'll have to continue later..
To be continued..
March 11, 2009
Hello Princesses
Just a few pictures from the past two weekends..
Our favorite spot after events, Sweet tea!
My favorites; Little Big Sis Lyna & Big Big Sis Ngoc
Ngoc wasn't ready.
This is much better. The trio!
Community event @Dynasty Restaurant.
My Auntie/Big Big Sis, Ngoc-ey.
The two youngin's who love to paaaartay..
Princess Michelle & Princess Lyna.
Raffle drawing for the lexus @Vinh Thanh Jewelry.
*Special thanks for the gifts Vinh Thanh!
One of our sponsors, Y Nhu.
The Royal Court's After Coronation Party.
So we definitely work hard, but we love to play even harder.
(Happy Birthday Tri!)Xox from the Royal Family.
Pageant girls gone wild!!! lol
Don't judge what you don't know, I loove them.
3/7 of the 2009 Royal Court.
Royal Court of 2009's Coronation @TA Restaurant.
I love my friends<3.
The ONLY people I can depend on, FAMILY. I <3 my family forever and more.
Cutting the cake w/ the 2008 court.
Gifts, $$$, trophies, gift certicates = PERKS of being a PRINCESS!
1st, 2nd, 3rd princess & queen Tiffany.
Two of my fave 2008 princesses, awarding me. =)
Thanks Van & Kathleen!
Snap, snap, snap! Pictures everywhere, it gets crazy sometimes. But I love it. The glory life, is the best life. Live it up while you can..
And of course I must end it with a picture of my favorites, missing Mini Mom, Denise though. She's always MIA, but she's one of my favorites also.
My Royal Family. <3
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
Hello Wednesday..
Good afternoon!
So today I had a pretty good day. Woke up to a million text messages, missed calls, and im's. And knowing me, I just didn't reply, I wasn't in the mood for it. But soon after, I got another call from Miss CD, and of course I had to pick up. She had some urgent stuff to get at me with! haha That's for us to know, and nosy people like yourself not to know. So after a long convo on the phone w/ CD, I got my butt out of bed to get ready for schoooool.. After a nice long shower, I turned on some music while get readdy. After getting ready, I drove to SJSU, I hated the drive, but I'm used to it,so whatevs. All that matters is that I had to beat traffic before 3pm. As I drove towards hayward, I got HUNGRYYY! So, I stopped by and swooped some Jollibee's. MMM=) Then con't my drive to the school house. Oh, btw parking at SJSU is a b*tch. I hate it, but its life. You're gonna hate and love things. So I went to my suite, chilled for a bit, then went to the guys suite. Now, I'm in sociology with kevin, WHERE THE HELL IS MARISA LEE SCALZO, what a flaker, she said she was going to class. sike!! ahah its all good, 'cause its boring. Oh and I hella didn't know I have class with Hengsta, ahhaha small wooorld!! but yeahh, I'm gonna go back to paying attention.
Anyway, that's all for now.bye!
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
So today I had a pretty good day. Woke up to a million text messages, missed calls, and im's. And knowing me, I just didn't reply, I wasn't in the mood for it. But soon after, I got another call from Miss CD, and of course I had to pick up. She had some urgent stuff to get at me with! haha That's for us to know, and nosy people like yourself not to know. So after a long convo on the phone w/ CD, I got my butt out of bed to get ready for schoooool.. After a nice long shower, I turned on some music while get readdy. After getting ready, I drove to SJSU, I hated the drive, but I'm used to it,so whatevs. All that matters is that I had to beat traffic before 3pm. As I drove towards hayward, I got HUNGRYYY! So, I stopped by and swooped some Jollibee's. MMM=) Then con't my drive to the school house. Oh, btw parking at SJSU is a b*tch. I hate it, but its life. You're gonna hate and love things. So I went to my suite, chilled for a bit, then went to the guys suite. Now, I'm in sociology with kevin, WHERE THE HELL IS MARISA LEE SCALZO, what a flaker, she said she was going to class. sike!! ahah its all good, 'cause its boring. Oh and I hella didn't know I have class with Hengsta, ahhaha small wooorld!! but yeahh, I'm gonna go back to paying attention.
This is the newest, cutest thing ever!
Anyway, that's all for now.bye!
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
March 10, 2009
Hello Tuesday.. (to be continued)
Good Afternoon bloggers and blogettes, I'm having a fantastic morning besides the fact that I have a midterm for my chad60 class. boo! But yeah.. That's what happens when you go to college; less homework, big tests. Ahhhh.. FML! Someone rescue me. So after deep talks with ATM as usual, I feel so much better. Anyway, I'm gonna go eat. I'll finish this blog later.
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
Hello Pictures..
$3 Thursdays @Abyss in Sunnyvale, CA.
April, Rhea, &M.
April, Tiffany, &M.
April, Rhea, &M.
April, Tiffany, &M.
KJ, April, Joe, M, Tiffany, &Melissa.
April, Tiffany, M, &Kristina
More Coming Soon..
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
Mishybaby.
Hello Monday..
Hello Blog, my name is Mish. There's so much to say, but the words just can't seem to escape my mouth, but easily expressed by words. Today was just another manick monday. It started early, and is ending late as usual. This went from a rather special day, a day to memorialize and be happy. Yet, it left me a little discouraged.. Memories of the past flew back in, and it wasn't too great. Having a new person in my life is hard, your mind is in one place yet your heart is in another. Guys will never understand what us girls go through, all the pain, and secret feelings we hold within. They'll never know. Don't get me wrong, I'm very content with my life. I have adoring friends and family who are behind me 100%, and yet I feel empty? How selfish.. =/
Throughout these past 3 months, I've learned to adapt to a life without someone I significantly cared about. Yes, it was so hard. But I have to say there has been one guy who keeps me going, he may not know that he does, but he honestly does. He makes me smile, and feel warm. But the honest truth is I still love my ex, regardless of everything. I'm happy he is happy, but I'm just unhappy because I don't feel happiness yet. I wish we could be friends, I wish he could understand how I feel.. Throughout our whole relationship I feel as if he didn't really look deep within, and care for me the way he does for his new gf. I do not have an intentions to mess them up whatsoever, because I know for a fact that me and him are a done deal. I do not want to go back to that, I do not want to disappoint everyone, but mostly I do not want to disappoint myself. But because I still love and miss him, it breaks my heart knowing that he loves someone else already. As soon as we broke up, he had someone else instantly. That was the biggest pain and sadness I will ever feel. To this day, I do not understand how you can say I LOVE YOU, and do all of this to the person you claim to love in front of their face, a few days after.. And its because of him that I no longer trust, nor can I let my guard down. I guess we can't always be happy, I know I will grow from this. And I hope that this new guy that I'm attracted to, is just as into me, as I am to him. I'm smitten.
I guess today is another kawawa day for me. But I know I will pull through in the end. I always do. That's all for now or at least 'til next time.. Goodnighty!
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
Throughout these past 3 months, I've learned to adapt to a life without someone I significantly cared about. Yes, it was so hard. But I have to say there has been one guy who keeps me going, he may not know that he does, but he honestly does. He makes me smile, and feel warm. But the honest truth is I still love my ex, regardless of everything. I'm happy he is happy, but I'm just unhappy because I don't feel happiness yet. I wish we could be friends, I wish he could understand how I feel.. Throughout our whole relationship I feel as if he didn't really look deep within, and care for me the way he does for his new gf. I do not have an intentions to mess them up whatsoever, because I know for a fact that me and him are a done deal. I do not want to go back to that, I do not want to disappoint everyone, but mostly I do not want to disappoint myself. But because I still love and miss him, it breaks my heart knowing that he loves someone else already. As soon as we broke up, he had someone else instantly. That was the biggest pain and sadness I will ever feel. To this day, I do not understand how you can say I LOVE YOU, and do all of this to the person you claim to love in front of their face, a few days after.. And its because of him that I no longer trust, nor can I let my guard down. I guess we can't always be happy, I know I will grow from this. And I hope that this new guy that I'm attracted to, is just as into me, as I am to him. I'm smitten.
I guess today is another kawawa day for me. But I know I will pull through in the end. I always do. That's all for now or at least 'til next time.. Goodnighty!
Peace&Love,
Mishybaby.
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